Friday, March 23, 2012

AC DC


I don't want to make anyone cry. I don't want to cry myself. I just feel so sad that we were no longer ACDC. We were a rock star couple, impenetrable from any storm, we never fought. Seriously, ask anyone. He was my beloved. He thought it was cute when I got mad, and he made me LOL about it, and then I wasn't mad anymore. When my brother found out we were separating, he said, "Damn, if you and Adrian can't make it, then who can." But when the economy tanked, and our children showed us their innocence, we realized the profound impact that our loss of innocence had on us, and we never saw that rock star couple again. I have been mourning the loss of that couple for a while now and now this. And all I can think to do is honor him. Honor that love. Honor our existence. I'm going to make it okay for us all. He's going to guide me. I can't wait to see how he makes me LOL from heaven. I'm waiting. Patiently. Waiting.

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