Monday, July 9, 2012

cursed or blessed?

I am losing the ability to hold back my feelings for anyone or anything. I live in the moment, every moment and I want to see past next week for a change. I am also more alive than I have ever been. I am scared to death some days. Then some days I feel I can save the world. If the truth is supposed to set you free, then why do I feel caged up.

At the same time...

I am gaining the ability to build a wall tall and strong, fortified with love and forgiveness. I live in the moment, every moment. I am more alive than I have ever been. Some days I feel I can save the world. The truth has set me free.

The trouble is, I'm really afraid to fly.

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

i got it wrong




i followed the light
i followed you home
perfect kisses
and i'm still alone

i heard your voice
i felt your pain
i only have
myself to blame

your sweet embrace
you sang a song
it felt like home
i got it wrong